I Can't Imagine

I have spent tonight holding S and thanking God for giving him to us. We are getting so close to terminating his bio mom's rights and any named/unnamed fathers.  He should only have one visit left and then we will move on closer to the end of the road of adoption.  I have said on this blog and on Facebook that ______ was the worst/hardest day of my life.  The ______ could have been a visit day or something with his allergies, eczema, asthma, etc but I have been so blessed that I could call those my worst days.  Within the past two days, I have read about a family who adopted a little girl, cut her umbilical cord, brought her home from the hospital, loved her as their own for over a year, only to have her ripped from their lives and placed with her bio father that she did not know.  That would be the worst day!!!  I can't even imagine how the past 2 years have been for them and their little girl.  I know how awful it is for Monkey to have to go to visits even with us promising him he will be back in a few hours and him knowing the people he was going with. At least when Monkey leaves for a visit, I know he  is coming home.  I can't imagine the fear this child has gone through and the heartbreak of her parents.  I have also read of families who are having to watch their children/babies die of cancer.  That too would be the worst day to be told that your baby has cancer.  We have also learned that a close friend has cancer.  Another worst would be learning that after tons of tests the doctors can't explain why you can't get pregnant and why the two times you have the babies have not lived.  These would be the worst days of anyone's life.  I feel so blessed that God has given me Hannah and Monkey.  I will take visit day, breathing treatments, and any other thing we have had to endure to NEVER have to face the horrible things other people are going through.  Thank you Lord for blessing our lives with these two miracles!

Now a few pictures of our precious, healthy miracles.

Final day of swim lessons!

My beautiful nieces and my babies!

My Smurf girl and my thinker!

Sibling LOVE!!!!